**REBEL SUICIDE**
Creeping, creeping, silently
I'm evading conformity
By and by as time flies past
I'm all alone, by myself at last
Dying, dying, peacefully
I'm destroying majority
Lie and lie as I bleed fast
I'm all alone with my dreams dashed
Sirens, sirens, serenity
I'm teaching originality
Cry and cry as I close my eyes
I'm all alone as my spirit flies
Master and the Face by WritersBlock2008, literature
Literature
Master and the Face
**MASTER AND THE FACE**
There's trees all around me
No one else is here
A monster floats by in the crystal sea.
I hear the call of my master
His words come close to me
I swat at his words faster
An outsider, a hermit, a rebel, a face
I am no one in today's society
Who cares? Who needs this place?
Words swarm about me, disgusted with me
Saying don't repress conformity
A hooligan is all they see.
No one's here to save me
I'm being eaten by their words
There's nothing left, it's too late
I am now just another clone.
**BLANK**
The wind claws through you with cold sharp fingers
Darkness surrounds you like ice.
Your hands are blue as so are your lips
Tighter the snow grabs hold of you.
Laughing, Oh laughing, oh the snowflakes are chuckling
Hysterical at your dismay.
Hardly breathing and holding your sides you keep on going
Tears are now falling faster than snow,
Beating them like in a race.
You stop and stare, no where to go
So now there's only to sit and wait.
Waves of Conformity by WritersBlock2008, literature
Literature
Waves of Conformity
**WAVES OF CONFORMITY**
Oceans of torment wave over thee
Harder they smash against the sea
Forever alone and crushed beneath
A time of misfortune, a time to weep.
Little girl lost is all they see.
All she can do is keep on and be
Louder and louder they call to her
Shouting she will be nothing.
"Come here, come here, dive in, dive in, and you will become something!"
But wave after wave, stronger with time, they cannot break her ties.
For she is different, even to this day
She saw through all their lies.
Where I'm from
By: Kelsey Storage
I'm from a dark room into a bright world
A life closed within shadow
I'm from tears on my pillow and my heart filled with shame
A life wasted behind a broken door
I'm from the taste of blood and the smell of pain
A life taken, a friend lost
I'm from "it's your fault, you're to blame!"
A life shaken from silver words
I'm from a lost number or "who's that again?"
A life expressed only through art
I'm from the hollow and cigar tree,
Wounded and out of sight
A life broken, shattered is the heart.
There is darkness all around me
Blood at my feet
No where to go
But down this lonely street
I didn't see you
I didn't hear you
I didn't guess you
I didn't fear you
There is only one way
Out of this nightmare
It is a game
That I will win
It's only fair that you get left here
Forgive me father,
for I have sinned
You didn't see me
You didn't hear me
You didn't guess me
You didn't fear me
I know who did it
I know the killer
I know the truth now
It is all you
I can't believe it
I couldn't see it
There is now one thing
I must do
I must do the unthinkable
At least unthinkable to you
I must kill the killer
And the kille
Blah
I don't know what I am looking for
Because I don't know what it is
I don't know what you want from me
Because all I hear is this
Blah Blah Blah
Nothing important
La La La
I'm deaf in both ears
Fa La La La
I do what I want to
Because I'm living without cares
Yeah
Don't know what you are asking for
Because I don't care
I don't know what you're looking at
Because I just disappeared
Who's that girl?
No one important
What's her name?
Why? Who cares?
Why does she sing?
Because I don't care who's listening
Yeah
Blah Blah Blah
Nothing important
La La La
I'm deaf in both ears
Fa La La La
I do what I want to
Because
Nothing
By: Kelsey Storage
A butterfly nailed to the frame
That's what I am
A little girl that's become insane
That's all I am
There's nothing else to lose but life
There's nothing else to take but limbs
There's nothing else to fake but life
There's nothing else but to cringe
A doll placed on the shelf
That's what I am
A person told about herself
That's all I am
Trapped behind closed doors
Light as far as the sun and just a speck
Trying to get to the top but too many floors
Finding something to live for
Oh what the heck
There's nothing left in this place but dusty bones
There's nothing here to take but the fear of home
T
Song about Love
By: Kelsey Storage
Dedicated to an azzhole a.k.a. my ex.bf.
This is my song
About love
It's not your fault
But I still blame you
You are wrong
Can't you see?
You and I belong
Our love strong
But you ran away
Even when I begged you to stay
How can you do this?
Do this again?
I thought we went through this
It didn't save me much pain
This is my heart
About to break
It's all my fault
But I still blame you
This is wrong
Can't you hear?
My heart is gone
It just disappeared
You ran away
Even when I begged you to stay
How can you do this?
Do this again?
I thought we went through this
You just caused me m
I am Dead
Written: 9/2/04
By: Kelsey Storage
Tonight
I need to break away
My sadness
Is all I have left
Why do these tears come?
When they're not asked out?
Why am I here?
For me this is
A good day
When the storm clouds
Form above my head
When I'm crying on bed
If you see me
That's a miracle
For I am dead
I have never seen the bright side
I never broke a fall
I am a pessimist I admit
But that is all
For I am dead
This is a good day
Cause I was noticed
I wasn't sat on
Like I wasn't there
I had the courage to speak in class
But it's a miracle
For I am dead
Dead to the world
No one knows my name
Friends
What are
The Taboo
Written: 10/6/04
By: Kelsey Storage
My friend is my shadow
Blankets of pain bind me
An outcast lured to the world of love
but in me love is taboo
Winter Woods
By: Kelsey Storage
12/2/05
Your face is covered with snowflake freckles
Your hands are colder than ice
Your lips are shivering from the frosty winds
Your nose mimic's an icicle
Your coldness cannot be competed with
You're lost, naked, in the whiteness.
Beyond the trees I see you there
Lying elegantly in the snow
You're beauty is immense
The grayness of your eyes darkens
You see me.
Your reaction is to run
You stop when I do not
Your breathing is heavy
You're shaking from head to toe
You lean against a snow covered tree
I hide my face behind a pine
I hear you getting closer
Your heartbeat getting clearer in
Current Residence: Mason, Ohio Favourite genre of music: I have appreciation for all types of music. Favourite photographer: Carey Nash MP3 player of choice: iPod Video Favourite cartoon character: Mandy from Billy and Mandy Personal Quote: Your Mom
Favourite Movies
Into the Wild
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Beatles
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
Sims 2
Tools of the Trade
Camera, Computer, Pencil, and stuff.
Other Interests
Drumming, Music, Poetry, Photography, and observing people.
YAY! I've updated some stuff. I need to take more photo's. Need some "me" time. I am seriously needing another Winter Break and I'm not even back at school yet! Psshhh... I am officially a loser. haha Laterz! :D
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